for you.
i am so sorry.
for being so dense, for making you all wait so long.
i really had no idea.
once i knew about it,
i realised how ridiculous i was acting.
that i have no right to act that way at all.
and it just made me feel even more loved.
that you,
with every reason to be much more pissed that i am,
actually swallowed it down to pacify the unreasonable me.
and i know how bad your temper is.
i need to wake up and be more alert to things around me.
and not shoot my mouth off at anything that comes into my mind.
yesterday shall be the last time that i'll ever do anything of this kind.
no more overzealous worries and accusations.
i'm sorry if i hurt you.
love ya.
